High Street
“do you want a ciggy?”
it’s cold and the heater above us sends down waves
nestle under the heater to keep warm
imaginary sun
red hot oven burner dripping wet hot snow on us
rain in Florida is ever so sweet like that
warm drops of tea
of mulled wine
it’s sweet and bitter at once
warm and everyone around me laughs
with bright pink cheeks
the cold and hot air mingling
I walked with her
hand in hand along the street
peering in store windows
cigarette and lollipop
skipping without a care down the road lined with perfect flat square stones
your hand is warm and cold all at once
my scarf is misted with rain
the pub is stacked with laughing people
one on top of the other like so many books
rowdy with their tongues lolling out jumping off the stack
I’ve got so much energy I could do jumping jacks
jumping on feet numb from the cold wind
old books are stacked by the table
precariously
stacked
books
eating
time
we’re wrapping them with ribbons
putting them in sandwiches
devouring knowledge
sacrifices to the people-devouring kings
she’s on a phone call and I want to kiss her pink cheeks
flushed and a little swollen from the cold
I know they’re warm even in the cold
she’s laughing on the phone
so carefree no one I’ve met has ever been this carefree
it must be the joy of being in a new city
a city filled with no one you know
a city whose every shop is a true surprise
a city who opens its arms to you
a city in which we are new, whole
we continue arm in arm and then there is a rainbow
a rainbow on the wall
a mural
and a little girl with hair falling in little midnight springs is laughing
her skin all golden-brown and pink and dappled
like light under a hazelnut tree
we are all childlike and laughing
our love is pure that night
holding hands again under the neon lights
crossing a crosswalk painted with pride flag colors
lighting our cigarettes and our faces