pillowcases
the mind is chasing each other on the pillowcases
my sheets are damp and tied up in faces
walked a slackline of embroidered covers
to pull that one face into darkness with
me mind full of feathers wrapped in sheets
my blinks are neat and wet with raindrops
when lids lift wet sheets every morning
a new scene out the train windowpane
come closed again it all colors blue
sun setting on my dorm room window
electric lights and painted horses
reigned in by bedclothes and unhinged
thoughts pooling underneath the pillows
put my hands into my pockets until they go
feelless touching all the stolen bottle caps
mine and two identical lips on the wall
reach down and force me to kiss them
while i sleep and my face can't run
fast enough away into the pillowcases
—November 2021, Stanford, CA