spindrum
we were spinning in the park
percussive pathways pervading
the perfection of eyes
black from looking at the pavement
their bereavement visible only
on the spectrum of disbelief
a crimson lady spinning
all her laughters sinning
we blessed the maple
over the stable where jesus
was born a drummer
whose hands only healed
hard taut surfaces
and the faces he slapped
and in santa's crimson lap
sat a purple circumcision
of a belief akin to relief
growing in their chests
and putting to rest the worry
that they could wrench no change
before they died in pain
so they spun in dismal dizziness
and said to miss each
of their taut purple faces
that looked up and poured like a cup
moons those drum faces
humming in a symphony of hurt
blurting out as they were slapped
— July 2021, Huntington, NY